I have decided to move onto the part of my life that I want to live. I no longer want to live for someone else. For another corporation or another person. I am meant for greater things. Maybe that’s narcissistic of me. But I view it as deciding to live for myself. Keep an eye on new things. I’m going to start creating and selling. And if I try hard enough, one day I’ll be able to sustain myself on this venture. It’ll be hard and scary, but I know that if I don’t start this business, my soul and essence is going to wither and die. I’m not ready to let that happen.
Lots of things are changing, most without my permission. But maybe I need to let the universe be. Things happen for a reason. Every time something that I thought was the best thing that every happened to me, the universe takes it away. But it always has led me to something new, that has given me a new facet to who I am. Maybe I’ve learned everything that I can from where I am now. Maybe it’s time to move on. Nurture the creative part of me again. Allow myself to take the time out of the day to do something I actually want to do. This is my turn. Here goes nothing.